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Monday, February 21, 2011 @ 12:57 AM

Quote of the day:
"But this ain't a movie, I know you can't come with me. You've got your life."
-AJ Rafael

Nostalgia

Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 2:35 AM

I really miss this...
Oh the nostalgia.
I can't believe I forgot how enjoyable this was. It's been what? Almost 3 years?
Time sure flies..

But sadly, it is still just nothing but a fantasy after all. That's all it is and can ever be..

Quote of the day:

"There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy."

-Dante

Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 12:07 AM

I wanted to go out today so I messaged a few people, including Alicia and Samuel. So coincidentally, Samuel was at Jurong point, which was very near Aly's uni.
As usual I got my friends to meet up and introduced the both of them. It seems Samuel keeps meeting my other friends hahaha!

After travelling ALL THE WAY to Jurong point, me and samuel went to Ajisan Ramen to eat. She arrived while we were waiting for our food. The staff there was quite bad, spilling my Blue Coral soda and kept giving our food to the table beside us by mistake.

Sad to say we didn't have much time after that. It was pretty late by then. Gah! Should have taken more pics as usual. =/

Anyway I'm really glad meeting her after 7 years even though we chat pretty much everyday =D

Quote of the day:
"You can't have a light without a dark to stick it in."
-Arlo Guthrie

The neighbour who was my junior

Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 12:31 AM

So yesterday I wanted to go out so I asked Samuel. But he had one condition, which was that there are 3 people in total at least.

Samuel: Don't want. Two person only like very gay
-__-

I called almost EVERYONE I knew because I really wanted to go out for dinner. I HAD to have my dinner outside cuz' I turned down my parents offer to have dinner at a restaurant as I thought I was able to get someone else to accompany us.

FINALLY managed to get someone to have dinner with us. And I was pretty surprised as it was Lei Yi and she agreed pretty easily without asking almost any questions hahaha!

Me: Eh, wanna go eat dinner?
Lei Yi: HAHAHA! CAN!!

LOL. Most of my friends would ask things like, "Where? With who? Do What?" before deciding.
Hahaa and the fact was that I hadn't seen her for like a year! During my birthday she was at Raffles City with her boyfriend so I met up with her for a short while since I was nearby too.

Yeah so I picked her up at her void deck since she lives like two blocks away from me. MRT-ed down to City Hall and introduced Samuel and her to each other. Samuel wanted to eat Fish & Co. coz he's never been there before. THAT'S LIKE SO NOOB!! HAHAHA!

On the way there I finally tried the popcorn from that popcorn shop at City Link. OH MY GOSH! IT'S SUPER AWESOME!!! I LOVE POPCORN!! <3

I ate my salmon at Fish & Co. As usual. xD Apparantly Lei Yi is a salmon fan too. =D Guess we both have good tastes!

The above pic was my dish! It was some citrus crusted salmon with mushroom sauce. =P

LOL we were like giving Samuel vocabulary lessons during the meal. "Introvert" "Extrovert" "Sauteed" "Alejandro" blah blah. hahaha.

Hahaha she looked kinda funny in this picture xD

Argh kinda bummed at forgetting to take more pics cause we were really too caught up in our chats. The 3 of us are all pretty EXTROVERT (hehehe samuel tsk tsk) so I guess it was good company. At least there weren't awkward moments between them for having met through me.

Afterwards we ate and chatted till Fish & Co. was closing up so we went up to the area above the Suntec fountain to sit and talk. And that noob samuel again seemed oblivious to the world around him LOL. He never knew that the fountain was previously the world's largest fountain till it was beaten recently by some fountain overseas.

Time passed by pretty quickly till 11.45pm and Lei Yi found out that we had a straight bus home so we took that home. And I feel really bad after I found out Samuel had to take a cab back home =( Sorry mannn.

It was really fun catching up with her. It's made me decide to try and meet some of my other friends who I haven't seen in a long long time.

Haha so I've finally done a really long post in a really long time =X
I'll stop here. =D

Quote of the day:

"There are two types of people-Those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am!' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.' "

-Frederick L Collins

Sick, Early Bday present, and CHOMP CHOMP

Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 12:34 AM

I'm sickkk. And it sucks. =(

Woke up with a massive cold today.
Should I go to school tomorrow? I don't know if I should or not. =X

Oh and Fredrick bought me an early birthday gift since he'll be flying to America during his upcoming holidays. Ah how nice of him =D He really knows how to pick presents cause he got me a.......

FINAL FANTASY XIII PIANO COLLECTIONS SCORE BOOK!! YEAHHH!!!!
Thanks Fredrick!!

Also some photos I took awhile back at Chomp Chomp..

Quote of the day:
"Refuse to be ill. Never tell people you are ill; never own it to yourself. Illness is one of those things which a man should resist on principle."
-Edward Bulwer-Lytton

Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 11:32 AM

I'm in school right now and I'm sooooooooo sleepy and tired. Just feel like closing my eyes and dozing off but I'm really behind time for my project and I don't even know how to do it!

It also doesn't help that I've gotta leave earlier at 4pm for my Napfa training later. ARGH!

Gonna meet Ter soon for lunch and RJ, Fred, and YL for dinner.

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Sleepy..

Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 2:31 AM

Fuck. Someone please save me. This fear is gripping me like never before.. I'm losing myself..

I want a new PC

Sunday, October 24, 2010 @ 6:09 PM

I haven't really been in the mood to blog lately. So I thought I'd make an effort now haha

Met up with JT and Aldrich yesterday at vivo to try out the new grilled cheese burger at Carls Junior. It's sooooooo meant for people like me! Cheese, Bacon, Meat, and everything without vegetables ;D

When we were leaving I decided to crash Clarence's house haha. Dota madness till 6am =X Holy..

I really envy Clarence & Terence. Getting new PCs and all. Dammit I really want a desktop computer too. Really would love to play the new games 'cause I've never been able to do so. FML

Here are some of the games I really would like to play:

Guild Wars 2

Blade & Soul

And of course....

FINAL FANTASY XIV!

My crap laptop will never be able to handle such high graphics ):

Anyway that's all for now. Tata

Quote of the day:
"To dare to live alone is the rarest courage; since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field, than their own hearts in their closet."
-Anonymous

Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 3:16 AM

I just want to be wanted... I never get that.

Why is it so difficult? ):

Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 12:26 AM

The original band removed the embed code to prevent people for sharing it on other sites. Kinda stupid if you asked me >_> Cause it prevents any more possible traffic to their videos.
So I couldn't post the original music video.

Lyrics
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She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out frustration,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard.

She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess is it God's test,
Someone help us cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard.

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Oooooo
[Repeat]

She's in line at the door
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my flight
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard.

But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.

Oooooo
[Repeat]

Yeah...
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time

(Ooooo...), yeahh for the first time,
(Ooooo...), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(Just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Quote of the day:
"To find fulfillment...don't exist with life - embrace it."
-Jim Beggs

Tuesday, October 12, 2010 @ 10:53 PM

Me and Aldrich went to meet up with Sebastian today and caught "The Other Guys" in The Cathay. The show was pretty pointless >_> most of the funny moments were quite lame. And some were so extremely lame which made it pretty funny.

Funny how small Singapore is, cause I met Qi Min on the way home at Dhoby Gaut MRT. Earlier today we were discussing about our... problems on msn. So our conversation continued where we left off xD

I'm really unsure of what I should do anymore. In the end, was it really entirely my fault?

Quote of the day:

"Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable."

-Sidney J. Harris

Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 11:23 PM

Nice night out with Kenny and Aldrich. First time I've been out with Kenny in my 3 years of poly LOL.

Not really in the mood to post a long post.

Goodnight world.

Quote of the day:

"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him."

-Thomas Szasz, "The Second Sin"

Photos awhile back

Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 8:52 PM

Quote of the day:

"Put your wishes into the memories you do not want to forget."

-Unknown

Professor & Student on religion

Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 1:10 AM

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you believe in GOD?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor : You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from?
Student : From...GOD...
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil?
(Student did not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe The World around you. Tell me, son...have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't...
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat,
Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero
Which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was pin-drop dilence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of
Something.
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light...
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its
Called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is,
You would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student : Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue
There is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are
Viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and
Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life, just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from
a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,
yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument was going)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at
work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in uproar)
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the
Professor's brain?
(The Class broke out into laughter)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's
brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?...
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable
Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir. With all due respect,
sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The Room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face
unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir...Exactly!
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

That student was ALBERT EINSTEIN.

Awesome much? HAHA!

Those kind of nights

Saturday, October 2, 2010 @ 12:53 AM

I didn't go FYP today. Long story.

I was home alone again as usual. I hate rotting at home alone for consecutive days. I really do.

Finally got a hold of Zhi Rong, Aldrich, and Samuel to go out with for dinner. Haha we went to VivoCity 'cause Zhi Rong & Samuel were gonna club later. AGAIN. Ate at Asian Kitchen as usual, since it's pretty affordable for us xD

Afterwards we bought some drinks and me, some beef chilli cheese fries from CarlsJr YUMM, then headed towards the sky garden. Talked a lot of nonsense, drank, ate, played some cards. I miss times like this =/

As usual, I haven't lost in 'Cheat' yet =D Honesty is the best policy heheh.

After that went home with Aldrich while Samuel & Zhi Rong went clubbing at St James.
Kinda glad I went out today. ^_^

Just The Way You Are

Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 9:43 PM

This song has been getting pretty popular so thought I'd share it. It's really nice (:

Lyrics
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Oh her eyes, her eyes;
Make the stars look like they're not shining.
Her hair, her hair;
Falls perfectly without her trying.

She's so beautiful;
And I tell her every day.

Yeah; I know, I know,
When I compliment her
She won't believe me.
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think she don't see what I see.

But every time she asks me "do I look okay?",
I say:

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
'Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

Her lips, her lips;
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me.
Her laugh, her laugh;
She hates but I think it's so sexy.

She's so beautiful,
And I tell her every day.
Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change.
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same.

So, don't even bother asking
If you look okay;

You know I say:

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
'Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

The way you are.
The way you are.
Girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
'Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
'Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

Yea-eah.
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Haha my FYP room has recently been turned into a karaoke room after our supervisors went overseas. We've heard most the songs that we play through the computer so, often 3 or all 4 of us would end up singing. LOL.

One of my friends has failed 1 of his module and it makes me feel really bad that I passed and he didn't even though my GPA is lower than his ): Stupid midget of a teacher failed him. That asshole was the teacher who accused me of cheating and said I should have told him how long I was gonna take a dump in the toilet during the exam =.=

Ahh.. I'm gonna miss his constant annoying, but entertaining, disturbance during FYP =/

Quote of the day:
"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him."
-Thomas Szasz, "The Second Sin"